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Miss You Dad!!!

 My dad passed away on 2nd may 2008 in a sudden heart attack..He was absolutely fine one day before and looked so happy as  he had bought air tickets to come to US to see me on that same day and was so happy to tell me that he would be visiting me next month..i was so happy when he told me and i started making holiday plans..after i chatted with him after 3 hrs i get a call from my relatives back saying that he was quite serious and hospitalised(he had a major heart attack and died on the spot but my relatives lied to me saying that he was hospitalised).. i immediately took a flight back to my country it took 24hrs for me to reach my country.. i wanted to go to the hospital from the airport itself but i was forced to go home and thats where i was told that my dad is no more and had passed away day before..my mom was in the state of shock and my younger brother was scared to come in front of me thinking that i would get angry for not saving my dads life.(i know he tried his best to save dad by carrying him  all the way to the ambulance in his arm not wasting any time).i did not even get to see him for the last time i was too late..Its been almost a yr and a half and every single day i cry...i miss him every single day..i talk to him every single day before i go to sleep in my imagination he is still alive for me..i cry even more on his birthdays and anniversaries but i still celebrate it every yr..i was quite angry with God for doing this to me.. but then i realize that i am not alone in this world who has lost her dad there are many more.. just want my dad to know that i love you alot and miss you every min of my life.and i ll definately fulfill all your dreams.love you daddy...

papasdaughter papasdaughter 31-35, F 4 Responses Oct 8, 2009

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I lost my Father 8 years ago . He died of Lung Cancer within 3 months from healthy to DEAD. Sometimes I wished that he would not suffer and die the way he did but have a heart Attack and Go . My Father was an excellent man very Loved and he was helping everybody always doing good . I thought is not fair as to the way he died but now I come to an understanding . Someone once said is not good to cry or judge the ones that die as they are o their way up in the spiritual journey. This that we live this life is but a dream the reality is coming in when we die when our true self is released and is in touch with the God /Consciousness . Life needs to be celebrated and even if we loose the important ones they do not need to judge the reason or the Creation but we need to rejoice as they are on their WAY ......

I lost my Father 8 years ago . He died of Lung Cancer within 3 months from healthy to DEAD. Sometimes I wished that he would not suffer and die the way he did but have a heart Attack and Go . My Father was an excellent man very Loved and he was helping everybody always doing good . I thought is not fair as to the way he died but now I come to an understanding . Someone once said is not good to cry or judge the ones that die as they are o their way up in the spiritual journey. This that we live this life is but a dream the reality is coming in when we die when our true self is released and is in touch with the God /Consciousness . Life needs to be celebrated and even if we loose the important ones they do not need to judge the reason or the Creation but we need to rejoice as they are on their WAY ......

I lost my dad this past Tuesday to Alzheimers....it had been with him for the past 7 years......he went from a healthy senior to the dementia stage of the disease in only a few years...it was terrible..he no longer knew any of us...his family...and would often scream in terror over some thing that only he could see and hear......it was heart breaking to see the man that raised me slip so totally away from me.



At least you did not have to go through this sort of thing.

I am sorry for your loss.

The thing that is making it easier for me is that I am celebrating his life before the disease and will not mourn his passing to some better world than this one was for him.



Love and Light to you.

Big big love and hugs to you,if you read my story you'll know I feel the same way,they miss us much more.Anj