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I Miss My Dead Loved One

I Miss Him Everyday...

By: 4four2twenty0
Written on September 11th, 2010
Tomorrow will be the 3rd anniversary of my grandfathers death, and I can honestly say I really haven't gotten over his passing. Last night he came to me in a dream, doing all the goofy things he would of done in life, and some part of me knows that some part of him still exists somewhere. My grandfather was more than a grandpa, he was the closest thing I had to a father, and he was one of my best friends (at the time, he was likely my only friend). The couple years leading up to his death, I got involved with the wrong crowd of kids, and my focus on my family obviously dropped, although I was with my grandfather when he died holding his hand, I can't help but feel like I'm guilty for not being there enough when he was well. All the questions that only he could answer now go un answered, and to put it simply I just miss him. I haven't seen my grandpa in a dream since the year he passed, and I must say it was so real. It was amazing to see him again, even if it were a dream, and it has given me the strength to get through this time of year....There has never been someone so sweet and kind and good, and I look forward to the day in which I can be around that presence again.
By: 4four2twenty0
Age: 22-25 , Female
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  • cleenair
    cleenair

    Your grandpa is telling you that he isn't "dead". That's a notion only coming from the earth plane.



    Also, he projects his thoughts, experiences the two of you shared upon your brain, like a screen so you can interpret them according to your ability to accept his passing on whatever level you're on in reference to the next plane of existence. If you want better clarity you should mediate, pray, whatever you do to focus in on him. This is not the woo-woo spooky stuff. Love is a very powerful link and it bonds the two of you. Let go of your guilt because he not only understands, he is totally aware of where you are in your life and many times, as they evolve they can be given the assignment of guardian or work with a group to help guide you, so do NOT be motivated by guilt.



    As a matter of fact, negative emotions can stop them from progressing on their side because like love, negative emotions also have a strong "pull" and can interrupt his life there.



    The truth is he's fine and better, and younger too, otherwise he wouldn't have the strength to come to you and do these things to let you know. He has a new home, friends, interests and is in the process of purification, depending upon his own ability to grasp Truth as he is able. This is what happens in life here and later. Life IS...It's an eternal progression to know Truth.



    Hope this helps : )



    LuE

    Apr 17, 2011
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