Feels So Long Ago :(

Almost 7 years ago I lost my Grandpa to 2 different types of cancer. He had prostate, and brain tumor. I was so close with him, he was like my best friend. I think about him everyday, and I know he is watching out for me. The one thing I regret most is not seeing him a lot when he got so sick, right before he'd passed away. It hurt to see him the way he was, but I had always felt it was hurting him that I didn't come see him as much as I could of. Our first winter with out him, I seen him and at first it kind of scared me but I was so excited cause I thought he was back. You all probably think I am crazy or something. I miss him so much. Since he has left us my family changed a lot.

When I was 16 (so almost 4 years ago) I lost my Best Friend Keefer in a car accident. That was the second time in my life that I was so depressed. I didn't know what to do all I wanted to do was cry. The morning he passed away it was early, about 5am, my sisters bedroom door slammed shut. There was no window's open or anything it just slammed shut. I later learned that it slammed at the exact time that he died. He was driving the vehicle and he wasn't a very strong driver. The truck he was driving started fish tailing and he over corrected and rolled, he was thrown from the vehicle and died almost instantly. I miss him a lot, he was such an amazing friend. He would do anything to help you out.