I Miss You Max

I miss my dog who died of liver cancer at age 12.
I couldn't even say me goodbye to him and be with him in his last moments of life because of my mum.
I know she wanted to protect me by not letting me see my dog being anesthetized but I wanted to be there for him.
Well I can't do anything about it now but I regret listening to her. I was with him before his death and all his life.
I  massaged him to ease his pain even a little, we did everything we could for him. And we loved him very much.
Max was my first ever animal so he was special to me, my friend and also part of our family.
I miss going on walks with him so much..I miss hugging him and playing with him.
It's a pity he couln't live a little longer.. I will always have him in my heart ^.^

lovelessbutterfly lovelessbutterfly
31-35, F
2 Responses Jun 22, 2010

yeah..i don't know what i'll do if someday my cats will die.. <br />
i think a piece of heart dies with them.

awww,hes cute.I know what you went through when he died.I had to put down my cat that i had for just as long and it was a very hard time for me.