I Am Crying My Heart Out To You Guys...

I'm so depressed, I have had her for so long.
She is getting put down on Tuesday at 4:30...
I think I am going to go in and spend with her, her last moments.
It is currently Monday, And I am due to see her in a few hours. 
We have been told to spoil her rotten and even that we can feed her chocolate.
I'm really upset and am listening to a really upsetting song, not helping : (
She is staying inside...She has to get put down because there is something wrong with her kidneys...
I'm sobbing just typing this, Her name is Sweep.
I named her when I was younger, I don't know why I named her that but it now has amazing sentimental value to me...
I am going to miss her so much...
I'm crying my heart out at the moment. I feel like I am going to die...
TheSimpsons8 TheSimpsons8
22-25, F
6 Responses Apr 1, 2012

I'm so sorry. Losing a pet is in every way just a difficult as losing a friend, probably even worse. You've shared your whole life with them, cried with them, laughed with them. And they were always there for you. I'm sorry you're going through this, it's so hard. If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here.

It is hard. But thank you very much, I appreciate your offer, and also appreciate your comment. If you ever need to talk, I'm here for you too.

Its Oct 24 2012 and yesterday I said goodbye to my best friend Reginald. He was my special friend for 15 years and 4 months. Reginald was a red cloud kelpie. He was hit by a car at 3 months old and despite having to have his left front leg amputated, he lived a full happy life with me. He loved his "holidays" in the "inyaget" (the car) and did his best to keep up with the other dogs in my life. Having three legs never stopped him from joining in the fun. Sadly the past few months have been hard for him to get up and about to the point of me having to help him up to go to the toilet. I know in my heart that I have freed him from pain and the loss of his dignity but I feel so lost and sad that I will never be able to hold him again and kiss his soft nose. Taking him to the vet was the hardest thing I have ever faced but I hope he knows I will love him eternally and I will find him again one day when I get to the other side to continue our journey. I love you Reg, my friend, my boy, my soulmate, my joy. xxxx Love mum xxxx

Once again, I'm so sorry for your loss. He sounds beautiful. He also sounds like he had an amazing life, and had an amazing owner. He's in a better place and I'm sure that one day, you'll meet again.

its oct 22 2012 today i also had to put my dog lana to sleep due to kidney problems and her body retaining water ...it was fast for her but the most painfullest thing i have ever been thru ...im sorry for ur lost and like everyone else says shes in a better place when i see it as the best place is here with us....

I'm sorry for your loss as well. If you ever want to talk, I'm here.

I am so sorry for your lost..I can't imagine the pain and whole you have in your heart...She will always be with you..they are like our lil angels..Be strong and always remember the great times you and her had together..

It was very hard to watch, but I was there every step of the way. They certainly are. She'll always be with me, and I'll never forget her..

Thank you for your care and comment

I'm soo sry for you :( Its hard to lose a pet !!

Yeah, it is! Thank you for caring! :D

I am so sorry . I feel your pain . It is not easy losing not only a pet but your best friend. Your pet loves you and would want you to remember the good times and not be sad for to long . live and love some more . TIM C

Thank you...
But I am not the kind of person who can just ignore her for her last hours. As much as I'd like to remember her as a healthy, happy dog, I know what I must do...
But thank you for your consideration and care.