Well i lost my dog in april 18th of this year. It was so hard losing her because like all the people in our family that have dogs we spoil them to death! She had an amazing life and to her the only thing we did thahe thought was "Abuse" was giving her a bath. She wouldn't look at you for when you gave her a bath. But all the sudden after the bath she had all this massive amounts of energy. Soon after I lost her things started to go weird. It's been a few months and today is one of those "off" days. I had hoped to receive a call from my boyfriend today since it was their free day at bct. Well that didn't happen. As i was doing laundry to have clean uniforms for tomorrow i had pulled out her favorite tug of war toy. I think that is the main reason why i crashed tonight. Idk I just miss my dog so much. I know that when I was sad she would cuddle up to me on the couch and just snuggle with me. Since it's been so hot outside I don't get to see houser as much. My neighbor lets me play with his dog since he knows how much i love his dog and he always says that houser loves me because everytime i come home from work and he's outside he will meet me at my driver's side door. Idk i'm just really missing her right now and would do anything to get her back.