I had work 6am-2 today now class till 8pm and I miss my Cashy boy more than anything :( I wish my dog could text so I could see what he's up to lol
LetsGetDogWeird LetsGetDogWeird
22-25, F
1 Response Jan 22, 2014

I Miss My Dog

I Miss my dearly departed friend & Companion, I was in lodgings in Harrogate where I lived with a family who had an adorable 7 year old female golden Labrador cross breed called Freeway because she was named after the character portrayed in the 1970’s soap drama Heart to Heart, I knew her for the last 5 years of her life, I gave her my love & plenty of affection, I would like to think I gave her a good life she was a wonderful family orientated friendly dog In that respect she was almost human in Spirit or soul I mean & she was always so loyal & faith full I really Miss her a lot as the day she passed away I had a clear Voyant dream of her & just knew she had died, I was cross because she was abandoned as a puppy long ago by her original owners, but obviously there were no ill feelings between myself & her I think she only ever got mad with me once because I was play fighting with her & went a bit too far an honest mistake fortunately one of the good things about living with her was she was so forgiving & loyal. But at least I got a good photo of her being angry, Just for Halloween though I might add as I am not a cruel person. & I strongly condemn any act of animal cruelty. Anyway my story goes as follows: I knew her from when she was 7 until she passed away aged 12 and a half in dog years that’s equivalent to just over 75 in human years, She was a cute adorable, loveable, protective, caring, and extremely kind hearted loyal girl right up to the time she passed away I still miss her even after almost 10 years., In the end she had to be put to sleep because she had chronic arthritis in all four legs, by then she had lost weight because she was not eating her food and was half deaf,She loved me until the end although because she wasn’t my dog I did not own her unfortunately my friends did I can't imagine how heart breaking it was for them to make that final uneasy decision to take her on her final journey knowing she would not be coming home,I have her picture in my room & still want to believe she's gone to dog haven, if there is such a place because I would like to think there is such a thing as life after death. I still keep her memory alive in my heart she may not have been mine on paper, But I feel she was in heart & soul as she was the only dog I have ever fallen in love with as she felt right & if you have ever met someone or something loves you that much you stay with them right until the day you pass away, She was simply put the right dog at the right place at the right time in my life. I know I was the right person for her as she was my soul mate.

It's had to believe that this October will be exactly 10 years since she passed away on October 15th 2005, I tried to put a memorial on face-book & EP A.K.A (The Experience project) but all it got was negative publicity from people who didn’t know me and where accusing me of lying about having a dog, this made me even more upset so in the end I deleted it, it's ad & unfortunate to see there are so many bullies out there. not that I am saying or accusing anyone it just was a bad experience I had when I first published my blog 4 years ago.