I Do Not Know What To Do

I miss my ex boyfriend so much. I think about him all the time. I no why he will not take me back because i cheated. We still hang out and talk all the time. and it makes it hard sometimes. And i have to say that we still have sex and it is better then it ever has been. And that makes it hard. I love him so much and i no that he love me too. I wont to be with him and then i do not wont to be with him. We talk about getting back together just not right now. but i wont right now. I no that we are ment to be just they way we are together shows it. But i no that he need to go out and do thing with other girls and live life so he can come back to me the one ture love because he has only had one sex partern and that was me and i understand that part. But i hate is that his friends give him such are hard time when he talks to me and sleeps with me and that kills me because there not really the best friends that he needs around him. Whatever happens i will get over it. It just sucks that is why i live day by day.

justneedhelp justneedhelp
18-21, F
1 Response Feb 24, 2010

I've never cheated but from what I've seen, most guys won't even speak to a woman if she's cheated on him. Maybe he'll forgive you in time, you'll learn from your mistake and the two of you will get back together. Then again, maybe he will spread his wings and fly away in search of someone else, possibly himself. Either way, you need to take care of yourself. I know how hard it can be when you really love someone but just can't be with them for various reasons. Try to hang in there. Time can heal the pain to some extent.........*hugz*