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My Best Friend. My Sister. My Cousin. My Life. My Enemy.
Posted October 9th, 2011 at 6:53PM
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My cousin and I grew up together. I am 5 years older than her so that makes her right now 16 years old. We played everyday barbies, paper dolls and everything in between. We were best friends forever.
My boyfriend had a coworker. They were buddies. He brought him home one day and it was all nice and peachy Keen. The friend started to like me. We were calling eachother but for me 100% HONEST I just wanted a friend. Not someone to have a relationship with at all. ut he would start to tell me that we would make cute kids, I should leave my man for him (who was his friend) Telling me we need to go on a date, the dirty things wed do and all that. I ignored this behavior tho (Stupid me). So he called on day when my cousin was over my place. I was working at the time so had to juggle him and his drama convo and work. So STUPID ME hands the phone to my cousin to talk to him while I went to help a costumer. When I come back to the room I hear the guy on the phone ask my cousin "hey you wanna date" SHE SAYS YES. SHE DIDNT KNOW HIM, SHE TALKED ON THE PHONE NOT KIDDING 20 MINS THATS IT!!
HERE IS THE KICKER. She is 16 years old and he is 28 years old.
What melts my heart is that I am so protective....well was, so protective over her. She was my SISTER!
And I never dreamed she was so easy to fall for a man as that. Plus I knew that he was a pervert by the things hed told me. plus he tried to make me leave his friend for him.... I am so sad because she started to go to his house. Alone. And she is now with him in a relationship and it scares me because her schooling is gone, she will end up like her mother. Kids in hand, no job and waits for her man to do things for her. I see her headed in that same direction and it scares me and saddens me.
Plus I hate him for taking her away from me. I do not condone their relationship for the age factor, the fact that hes a pervert and was very easily influenced.
So she sends me an email saying that they are so happy, why cant I be hay for them, they are getting married, I make him sad when I call him names like weirdo and pervert....to be honest I dont give a rats A*S*S how he feels. She says that if I was anyone else she would fight me, because I am jealous of their relationship. She says "she is a mama bear protecting her cub" that sickens me
She used me so badly in ways I cant explain. She then moved on and forgot about me for some guys she didnt even know! I feel cheated and used and sickened and I miss her so much. I wish this all didnt happen and I feel it is my fault for letting them talk on the phone that one day. I struggle with that guilt daily, when I see his ugly egg shaped car behind my house when he is at work. I hate this feeling and I dont know how to move on.
My cousin and I grew up together. I am 5 years older than her so that makes her right now 16 years old. We played everyday barbies, paper dolls and everything in between. We were best friends forever.
My boyfriend had a coworker. They were buddies. He brought him home one day and it was all nice and peachy Keen. The friend started to like me. We were calling eachother but for me 100% HONEST I just wanted a friend. Not someone to have a relationship with at all. ut he would start to tell me that we would make cute kids, I should leave my man for him (who was his friend) Telling me we need to go on a date, the dirty things wed do and all that. I ignored this behavior tho (Stupid me). So he called on day when my cousin was over my place. I was working at the time so had to juggle him and his drama convo and work. So STUPID ME hands the phone to my cousin to talk to him while I went to help a costumer. When I come back to the room I hear the guy on the phone ask my cousin "hey you wanna date" SHE SAYS YES. SHE DIDNT KNOW HIM, SHE TALKED ON THE PHONE NOT KIDDING 20 MINS THATS IT!!
HERE IS THE KICKER. She is 16 years old and he is 28 years old.
What melts my heart is that I am so protective....well was, so protective over her. She was my SISTER!
And I never dreamed she was so easy to fall for a man as that. Plus I knew that he was a pervert by the things hed told me. plus he tried to make me leave his friend for him.... I am so sad because she started to go to his house. Alone. And she is now with him in a relationship and it scares me because her schooling is gone, she will end up like her mother. Kids in hand, no job and waits for her man to do things for her. I see her headed in that same direction and it scares me and saddens me.
Plus I hate him for taking her away from me. I do not condone their relationship for the age factor, the fact that hes a pervert and was very easily influenced.
So she sends me an email saying that they are so happy, why cant I be hay for them, they are getting married, I make him sad when I call him names like weirdo and pervert....to be honest I dont give a rats A*S*S how he feels. She says that if I was anyone else she would fight me, because I am jealous of their relationship. She says "she is a mama bear protecting her cub" that sickens me
She used me so badly in ways I cant explain. She then moved on and forgot about me for some guys she didnt even know! I feel cheated and used and sickened and I miss her so much. I wish this all didnt happen and I feel it is my fault for letting them talk on the phone that one day. I struggle with that guilt daily, when I see his ugly egg shaped car behind my house when he is at work. I hate this feeling and I dont know how to move on.
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