I Miss My Ex Girlfriend Badly

i ad agirlfriend from 1987 to 1989 afterwards we left each other now i am married but i whent in depression
platypuss platypuss
46-50, M
1 Response May 13, 2012

I have recently experienced the same issue. From looking at your profile you are 46-50. I am 48 years of age. I dated a girl at the end of high school and into the fall. We will call her GR. She was a beautiful wonderful girl who truly loved me. I think about her. I was the person who left and kicked her to the curb. She besides my wife are the 2 greatest women I have ever known. This girl was from a very strict household and I think she was looking to get out. I do believe she did truly love me however. The timing was bad and I was not near ready. In fact I did not get married for another 20 years later in 2004. I am still very young at heart. She has a family and has long been married. I would like to reach out to her and ask for forgiveness and apologize for hurting her. I was dumped by several girls over the years who did me a favor. I believe my life would have been a living nightmare with them. However GR was different. We will never know but I think about her and hope she is healthy happy and well. As I get older I think about the good people I have hurt and I truly am sorry for my stupidity I just wish she knew it.

I sent out an apology letter last week. I let my wife read it over. She knows I have been struggling with this issue. I do not expect a response and would be surprise if I got one in return. I left a forwarding address but no telephone-cell phone or e-mail address. My conscience feels better now and I hope I can be forgiven. Besides my wife this is the greatest woman I have ever known. I dated several girls over the years and I have nothing good to say about any of them. This GR I have nothing bad to say about her.