Someone Like You

When I wake up I miss her. When I look at my phone and see that she still hasn't texted me back, I miss her. When I tell her how much I love and miss her she tells me she feels the same. I don't think she understands how deeply she has affected my life. I thought my heart had been broken before but nothing could have prepared it for the heartache I've had in the last 2 months. Some days I wonder if I she'll ever come back. Some days I wish I had never fallen so hard. Either way. I. Am. Stuck. I keep reachin out to her but I don't know how long my heart can take this.
Lonelygirl7967 Lonelygirl7967
22-25, F
1 Response Apr 24, 2013

I know exactly how you feel. I was with my girlfriend from 13 till 17. We were pretty intense the whole time. She cheated on me and broke up with me around two months ago and it is hurting more and more. She keeps leading me back on and then goes out gets drunk and gets with someone else. It feels like someone is squeezing my heart. Then everytime I get used to it... It feels like it gets squeezed harder. It's actual phsyical pain?
I want rid of this now :( I don't know how to get rid of it..