I love my current girlfriend with all my heart but everyone will always hold a little flame in their heart for their first love. Our relationship ended on horrible terms and she didn't even have the guts to dump me to my face after 3 years of dating. I never saw here again after that last time saying goodbye and see you next week at the train station. She wanted to stay friends, I decided it would be too hard after what she did and we have neither spoke nor seen each other for over 4 years now. Even after the horrible way in which she dumped me and the pain she put me through I still think about her regularly. Not fondly, just about her. I miss the good times we had yes but I would never take her back. That chapter of my life closed when she walked out of it. I care not for the person she is now, I could walk past her in the street and not stop to give her the time of day but I still miss how it was when we were madly in love.
HeyLookItsGemma HeyLookItsGemma
26-30, F
1 Response May 5, 2015

We all have people who come and go in our lives.. They are part of what molds us. Learn from them and remember the good times.. That all you can do :)