Honestly, whenever I here my ringtone from a certain app on my phone, my hearts stops a quick second. I don't know when I'll get over my ex girlfriend really.. She's in love with someone else, yet she messages me happy birthday. I want to that same feeling of sparks but simultaneously, I want to move on, because I also feels like it ruins me. For everyone feeling this way, I wish you the best. Wish I can claw myself out of this deep hole. Maybe I can dig to the side and fine a new hole out instead..
ShesGottaBeTheOne ShesGottaBeTheOne
22-25, M
1 Response Jan 4, 2016

Hi believe me I completely get where you are coming from.. But trust me the only way you will move on is by stopping torturing yourself.. Cut all ties, no contact, no fb, block her number.. You get my drift...
If you don't every time you begin to feel better you will see her or she will contact you (because it feeds her ego) and the wound is ripped open again..
If you do what I said and cut all contact and just grieve the relationship you will start to feel better trust me... The best way to heal is to feel....
I promise you if you do this you will get better but if you don't then you are going to stay on this merry go round for a very long time...
It's hard and heartbreaking but get tough and accept you are worth so much more 😊

Wow that's totally well-said. Really. Thank you for that :) and yeah!! I feel like I'll regret deleting her number.. Because I always catch myself fantasizing us getting back together you know? Like I just realized I had the perfect girl with me, then threw it all away. It kills me almost everyday. I do remember not contacting her, and I did feel more confident in myself. You are so spot on with your words though haha I need more friends like you. You definitely know what's up :)

Well anytime you want to chat you know where I am lol 😊