I Feel Betrayed And Confused
She was everything to me, and I loved her and did anything I could for her. She told me she loved me too, I believed all the words she said to me. After a year I proposed to her, she was dropping hints that that's what she wanted before then so I figured why not, since I was sure she was the one I wanted to spend my life with. Then a month later, she goes off to college, meets new people and a new guy. She left me for him because he was closer and she refuses to admit it to herself or to me. I feel so betrayed by her that all the things she said to me weren't true, that I really wasn't as special to her as she was to me, and I'm so mad at her...but I still do love her for some reason and I really do miss her. And she still won't answer if she wants me gone forever. I don't know what to do anymore.