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Familiar Tracks

I miss the simplicity of a past relationship.. when all the kinks have been worked out and the comfort of a warm sweater has taken over.. I miss him...

I miss his voice.. and the way he'd laugh at road runner cartoons.. i miss the way he'd lay into me and say "baby girl" like nobody else has ever done.

I miss his rough hands and the way that cobra tattoo would flex across his arms and chest when he was over me... i miss the way he'd look at himself in the mirror naked thinking he was too old to be with me... i liked watching him when he was looking for grey hair in the mirror thinking i was sleeping...

i liked the way he made me feel safe...like i had nothing to do but just be... i was safe there... until his world fell apart and the alcohol took over and i was left alone in the corner... just being "me" without him...

and even now with my new boyfriend..who i love...i find myself sitting in the darkness of my bed longing to hear "babygirl" just one more time... to run the same track one more time...

lost love is like lost money..nobody knows where it went..its just gone

RocknRose RocknRose 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 29, 2007

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Wow. That's exactly how I feel.

I know that feeling I have one ex in particular that I'd give anything just to see her again.