Well I had a relationship with an aquarian male. It was instant attraction even though I had convinced myself that I would never love again (after months of battling depression). Yet, he caught my fancy and the next thing I know, I found myself falling into that rabbit hole and in the wonderland which I never knew existed. We were totally alike.. same hobbies, same tastes in music and sports. It was like magic. He got my jokes. I played around with him. Tried my very best to make him jealous.. even tried hiring a guy for a day to play my date to make him J...and I think he was subtly jealous as well. It wasn't long before I found myself dying to know what he felt about me and started making plans how to go about it and it ran astray..turned out he knew about my moves from the start .. but still we found ourselves at the confrontation and well he spilled it out that he liked me from the moment he saw me.. i swear to God that I was all red and blushing and I cou;ldn't believe my stars. He had just got out of a 4 yr relationship and decided not to be exclusive and I just agreed. What followed was a disaster. I wrote a masterpiece love letter for him, which he appreciated yet didn't reciprocate.. the calls became more infrequent and i found myself hungry for him and didn't care about my prestige and begged him to talk to me and tell me what was going on. He finally told me that he isn't over his ex yet and cannot be dishonest to me and cannot see me but didn't want to stop hanging around with me. I didn't quite read it like that.. i thought he needed more time and I stuck around on his hook.. until a few months later it sank into me that it's over..it sucks coz i know we are so compatible and everything but i just read onine that aquarians never forget their first love.. it really sucks.. even today I look for excuses to call him (like once a year) just to remind him and linger on his mind so that one day he decides otherwise, he should think about me.