I Miss My Family
i may only be 16, but i feel like i love on a different planet than my family.
my entire family is a complete disaster, but ill just share about my immediate family...
my mom..we used to be best friends, now we're more like enemies. dont get me wrong, i feel bad that i make her cry all the time, but i just cant stand being in the same room as her anymore. i snap at her, even when she rarely deserves it. i havent said i love you without being forced in multiple mothsss. its just like we're stangers. i dont tell her anything, and i constantly let her down
my dad..we dont talk much. he's just kind of there. he does SO much for us but we all take advantage of him. i used to be his little girl now im just his little **** up. end of story
my older brother..we have never had a solid relationship, he was just a kid when i was born. i had a twin sister too, and when she died my parents totally disregarded him for at least a year. i think he blames me for it. we really only talk when he needs money from me or when i want alcohol or drugs.
my little brother..must disgusting, rude, annoying, and aggrivating person on this planet. he is the biggest idiot ever and i cant even understand how stupid and inconsiderate one person could be. i honestly want to burn myself when i walk out of my room because he is so filthy.
i really dislike my family, and we havent been close in years and i doubt it will everr be the same.
my entire family is a complete disaster, but ill just share about my immediate family...
my mom..we used to be best friends, now we're more like enemies. dont get me wrong, i feel bad that i make her cry all the time, but i just cant stand being in the same room as her anymore. i snap at her, even when she rarely deserves it. i havent said i love you without being forced in multiple mothsss. its just like we're stangers. i dont tell her anything, and i constantly let her down
my dad..we dont talk much. he's just kind of there. he does SO much for us but we all take advantage of him. i used to be his little girl now im just his little **** up. end of story
my older brother..we have never had a solid relationship, he was just a kid when i was born. i had a twin sister too, and when she died my parents totally disregarded him for at least a year. i think he blames me for it. we really only talk when he needs money from me or when i want alcohol or drugs.
my little brother..must disgusting, rude, annoying, and aggrivating person on this planet. he is the biggest idiot ever and i cant even understand how stupid and inconsiderate one person could be. i honestly want to burn myself when i walk out of my room because he is so filthy.
i really dislike my family, and we havent been close in years and i doubt it will everr be the same.