I Miss Him So Much
It's been 9 years but my relationship with him is still fresh in my mind. I'm married now for 3 years but still I cant forget my ex. I loved him so much and I believed that he felt the same about me. I knew my ex since when i was small we were very close and understand each other well. I was also very close to his mother and loved her so much. The only reason we have to find our own way was because my mum didnt approve this relationship as she didnt like his family. I tried so many ways to tell her that I love him and I would really suffer if i separate from him. All my vail went into my mum's deaf ears.my mum could be very rude at times i didnt want her hurting him anymore or his mother. At last we walked our separate ways. I've met my husband and got married 3 years back and my ex got married last year. I taught that I could forget him but then his memory hunts me everyday. It's been 9 years since we went our own ways. I still miss him alot. It's not that I dont love my husband but the feeling I have for my ex surpass everything. Thinking about him brings pain into every of my vain. I still do cry alot thinking about him and I have begin to hate my mum for what she has done. I met him last year few months after his wedding, I wanted to run to him and hug him and tell him how much I've missed him. But I know i cant do that now as he is married. I want him to be happy and I always pray for his happiness to GOD.