It's Been 12 Years....Since I left my soulmate. I think of him every day. I agonize over my mistake. I was so young and stupid. Just the thought of him brings tears to my eyes. I miss you my love. You told me I was your angel, and I didn't believe you. I hope you are as happy in your life as I am unhappy in mine. I hope you are still writing your beautiful poetry. I hope your wife knows how lucky she is to have you. I hope you know how wonderful you are. I wish I could talk to you one more time just to tell you how sorry I am. You've probably forgotten all about me, though. But I will never, ever forget you. You are one in a million. I wish I would have known then what I know now. I wish I would have known that my soul would die when I let you go. I wish I would have known what I had when I had it. But I didn't, and you are gone. Long, long gone. I will have this deep, aching, gnawing, agonizing regret until the day I die. I love you JW.
venabambina 36-40, F 3 Responses 0 Apr 13, 2012