My First Love Is Gone...

I met my first love in junior high school. Back then we were only acquitances. But then came high school and we had classes together and lunch and all of that stuff. After a few bobbled attempts, we got together in the beginning of my senior year of high school.

And was our relationship ever amazing. He was a beautiful soul and I loved him deeply.

As it was, it was not meant to be. I was young and off to college. He was in college and looking for more of a commitment then I could offer at the time. Yet we never stopped being friends. In time we were best friends, but we still loved each other. Even when we were with different people.

But all of that changed in Nov of 2001. He was seriously injured in a car accident and lingered in a coma for a week before leaving this earth. I was crushed. The man that took me to my senior prom and gave me the first meaning and feelings of what love is was gone. I still miss him so much and wonder what life might have been liked had we stayed together. I love my fiancee to pieces, without him, I would be lost. But sometimes I still can't help if things would have been different if we had made different choices. Sometimes I long for his touch and gentle words again....even if only for a second.
boston17 boston17
26-30, F
1 Response Dec 16, 2006

that is breaking my heart. i hope you find the happiness you deserve with your finacee but i know there will always be that special place in your heart for him...<br />
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