I Fear I'll Never Find a Love Again Like I Had With My First Love
My first Love was at a very young age, but nonetheless it changed me drastically. He helped me see things, especially relationships, in a much different view. I was a bitter little girl when it came to "Love" at that time. I believed "Love was just an excuse to get Hurt" but he made me realize how great it can be to Love someone and have them Love you in return.
He Loved my mind, he knew me inside and out, and despite my flaws was absolutely crazy about me. The story is long and complicated, but when it ended I cried over a boy for the first time.
My mom looked at me and said "Honey, is he going to be the last boy you will ever Love?"
I thought for a second and responded, "No"
"Then what are you crying for?" She said
I figured at that time she was right, I would Love again, and I have. However as 4 years roles down the road, since then I have come to realize that even though I have Loved again, I have not yet again Loved with the ferventness I did with him. I miss it dearly.