I Miss My First Love, Pat N.
I miss him so much I emailed him the other day...I'm 49 and we are talking about my high school and after love. My first real sex instructor..such a good friend.
I still talk to him about once a year. He's not the same, but I still have to connect now and then. I dream sometimes about him and wake up feeling that "young new love" euphoria. It's lovely.