It's Finally Over?

We've known each other for 8 years.
It was only recently that i finally gotten over him.

At least i thought i did.

Sometimes i have dreams about him and the feelings i had for him seem to be rekindled.

And i dont want that to happen.
I've waited so long to be over him.

I want him to be a memory that i'll miss from time to time.
peacenik peacenik
18-21, F
3 Responses Jul 5, 2007

there will always be "What ifs" with anything you do. Chalk it up as a good experience. The down side if you always compare new men in your life to your first love you will never fully give yourself to that person. See the person for the good qualities he has and move on.

but i hate the "what ifs" that run through my mind.

the feeling never goes away, Janice was my love. No matter how good or bad things get she's still there with me. I am glad it always reminds me of mistakes I have made and things I have done right. It was a good time in my life that I learned from something I like keeping with me at all times. relish in the good memories you had with this person. theres nothing wrong with it.