To Amanda J, Wherever You Are.

My Dearest Amanda,

     Your star in my sky faded almost 15 years. Yet still, there are times, I remember you and the love we shared over the course of two blissful years. The Fairy Tale that didn’t end as we dreamed we would. I still remember Mediterranean heat of Naples in August, those crazy Italian scooters, holding your hand as we walked and talked; oh those wonderfully intimate conversations. You My Dearest Amanda, were the dream I dreamt. I remember the feel of your kiss, the scent of your skin, and all those accidental hickeys. And yes making love to you was pure heaven; a feeling I have chased forever and have never found in anyone again. You were my first real love. Do I still love you? I don’t know, but I sure hell love all the memories I have you. Amanda, I hope you are doing well wherever you may be. 


All of My Love


Smokeseek Smokeseek
36-40, M
8 Responses Feb 25, 2009

You make me smile and blush thinking of the possibilities :)

Yeah lets work on that..I'll volunteer to be your next Amanda, NO! better yet I want to be better and longer lasting than :b

Thanks M, even after all these years, I can still conjure the imagery in mind as if it happened only yesterday. If I am lucky one day I will experience such emotions again.

It's called people search .com...hehe<br />
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Very beautiful Smokey, I drifted in the imagery...<br />

LOL you are funny. No I dont think I will ever hear from her again. I havent heard from since 1994. I put out the torch a long time ago. I simply miss her sometimes. Perhaps in another life.

Yes that I did. I am grateful for it, now If I can find someway to feel that way again. Alas, that is my bane in life.

Thank you both for you comments. I am just an "old man" who at time reflect on what he has lost. They are beautiful memories.

I believe this is so beautiful..and it makes me want to cry..i miss the person i love even if he hurt me