Would it be considered love if him/her was never really yours? I've been in love with this one girl since I was 8. We were best friends. We were both very small so we both were made fun of but it was ok because we had each other. As time went by we started getting closer. Instead of sitting side by side in the cafeteria at school or sit at the desks that were next to each other, she'd sit on my lap. I wouldn't even question it. I'd do my own thing when I feel slight pressure on my legs. Instead of telling her to get off I would wrap my arms around her waist and lay my head on her shoulder. I relationship started to become even closer. But, she left. Graduation came and she left to a new school in a different district than me. We don't have each others numbers anymore and she doesn't use online websites. It breaks my heart thinking of her.
Beauty98 Beauty98
18-21, F
Aug 22, 2014