I thought I was over him  I'm not. He had drive down to my house yesterday (my friend was there and he needed to give him something to do with his computer) and just seeing him again was lyk ... I wouldn't even know the word. It's been two years now since we were an item and it was very brief. But I seen him everyday almost afterwards (same friends etc). My life now revolves around alcohol, parties, hooking up with strangers, emptiness. But if he came back I know I would give it all up in a heartbeat.

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1 Response Mar 7, 2009

maybe time will tell. you may get back together one day! its been so long but i still remember my first love!