I Really Wish I Could Get Over Him

It's sad to think you never get over your first love. Mine was such a jerk to me. Took me for granted, metally abused me all the time.. I wish I could just forget about him... But there's so much that reminds me of him. I mean, it's been a year and 5 months since we broke up and I'm stil reminded of him. I don't cry or cringe at the thought of him, but I still get a little on-edge when he's brought up. I'm scared of him, really. I wouldn't say that I miss him. My mind misses being rid of him.
AgaliaSecret AgaliaSecret
18-21, F
2 Responses Aug 22, 2007

I'm sorry! I would give you advice, But.. well, I still love my ex. It has almost been six months since it ended. I loved him. So I just wanted to say.. I'm sorry.

Sounds like your first love was a crappy one. It's good that you've moved on even though you're still having to deal with it. Maybe when you find someone really special you'll be more free of those negative thoughts.