I Miss My Friend
His profile has been deleted. And after more than two weeks, I admit now that I've been missing him. I was a little surprise since we weren't friends for very long, but then, I always had fun with him. But again, I was surprise to have found a friend in him in the first place. I felt nothing but jealousy towards him over his special friendship with someone I care about deeply. I have bothered him many times about her, sent him some stupid drunken notes but he was always as calm and collected as ever. When she threatened to delete and block me if I didn't stop bothering him, that's when I realized that it was what it was and that to try to come between them is the same as pushing her away from me. I understand then how much they meant to each other and it was made clear to me what they are to one another and that there was nothing for me to be jealous of. They have a beautiful relationship, a true friendship. Something that you don't find often in a place such as this.
So, I decided to turn things around, be the good guy, and offered the hand of friendship to him and he accepted it. That was the start of our friendship. Surprisingly, it didn't take long at all for me and him to see that we were very much alike and we enjoyed each other's company, and before long, becoming our own partners in crime. We had a mutual friend that we both cherish and watch over and the three of us grew closer together. I spent more time with her while having a lot fun with him. Probably with her watching and laughing at us behind our backs like two little boys amusing ourselves with things that we found on here.
............and then he disappeared. With very little warning and not enough time to say goodbye. There's only one person in the entire EP community who knows what happened to him but she's not saying much, and I don't blame her for protecting his privacy, as I know he did many many times for her.
My friend, XR4rider, my wingman, wherever you are, whatever happened to you, I miss you, man. Hope to see you again someday. And if for some reasons, this story manage to make its way to you and you get to read it, I just want you to know that if you ever want to stop by and check in, my door is always open for you, if you know what I mean. I won't change the code.
Your little friend and I miss you here. I hope you are well.
