Where Did I Go Wrong?

She was my best friend up until this year. I don't know where I went wrong. She told me everything and I her. I cared deeply for her and it was said multiple times that I was in love with her. She broke me. I loved her and she broke me even after I admited it. Which was really hard. Was it when her boyfriend dumped her and he and I became really good friends, but wait. We had grown closer after the break-up too. We threw darts at the Jonas Brothers faces, explored the trails behind the park and were there for each other. Or was it when over the summer my sister left, I found out people were making life rough and caught my parents using illegal substances. That period of time where I gained my “attitude”. I’ve tried before to get an answer, but you ignore me. You say cruel things about me behind my back. Called my emotional life “flippy floppy”. I never meant to hurt you. I just want you back. I’m sorry. For everything. How I acted. How I treated you. How I wasn’t all I could be for you. I’m sorry!

braindeadteen braindeadteen
18-21, M
Mar 4, 2010