MimiSo my Mimi passed away just over 2 years ago. She died in Dec, right before Christmas. We canceled Christmas that year. Last year, Christmas was just weird. I kept expecting to go up and visit her.
This year, I tried really hard to hide how much I miss her. No one else said anything either, I don't know if they are already over it, or if they are like me.
The only comment made was about how we didn't even want to see my cousin's baby. I think we meant it. I know I did. After Mimi died, the whole family fell apart. We were only "together" for her anyhow.
Part of me actually feels guilty for enjoying Christmas this year. I know she would want me to be happy, but ...
I think maybe I need to ride out to the cemetery and have a good cry.
eyes 31-35, F 6 Responses 1 Dec 27, 2007