Still Cry When I Think About It

I lost my grandmother sudden and unexpectedly in febuary, she was going in for a routine surgery that was supposed to make her better. While on the table her heart stopped and while they were giving her CPR her lung collaped. She never woke up, they said she went to long without oxygen to her barin. Not a day goes by that i dont miss her. Even as i write this i get teary eyed. I am dreading the holidays because i know it wont be the same without her. My birthday is in 2 weeks and this will be the first one that she will not be here for.
southernbell34 southernbell34
22-25, F
Sep 25, 2012