I Understand It Now..

I didn't care for Granny as a child.I didn't understand why she felt the need to hug and kiss me all the time.It was just..ugh.Sometimes when she talked I would slowly walk away because I didn't care to listen to what she had to say.As I got older,I became more patient.I tried to listen and to be friendlier to Granny because I knew she was old and could pass away any day now.Than she did.I broke down in tears.I didn't realize how much of a big part of my life Granny Jude was.Now as I walk across the hall to see her empty room,there's a feeling like it's missing a person.I get it now.Thinking back to when I was little,she wasn't trying to be irritating.She didn't hug us to make us uncomfortable and she didnt talk to us to bore us.She was trying to use her time wisely with her Great Grandchildren.Its a little late but I finally cherish the conversations and time I had with Granny.I love her and will miss her dearly.I wish I knew all this sooner.
ImaSecret16 ImaSecret16
18-21, F
Nov 30, 2012