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I Miss My Husband

Im Lost

By: augvirgo
Written on February 21st, 2008
Im engaged not married yet but ever since we have been together i have dubbed him "My Mr." lol but i feel so strange because he is just in his 4th week of bootcamp and already i dont know if i can do this. Maybe its because i miss him so much or maybe im getting cold feet but after thinking about it im not quite sure if this is what i want. All I can think about is when we getting married im going to go to bed at night by myself, im going to give birth without him being there to hold my hand or help me with my pregnancy and if i have kids he's not really going to be there that much for them. and im so lost becasue i always wanted the type of husband who comes home from work plays with the kids and then you all sit down at the dinner table and talk about your day and I am just realizing that its not going to be like that at all. Im lost
By: augvirgo
Age: 16-18
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  • wendymac
    wendymac

    wow....i think you need to listen to your intuition.

    marriage is so hard even if you are 100% committed and certain, if you have doubts now...forget about it.

    its very hard loving a soldier...but its even harder BEING a soldier.

    he/she needs to know that he has a good solid reliable and independant spouse who is holding it all together and will be there waiting with open arms to welcome them home. sometimes its all they have to hang on to is that memory of us.

    and most of the time the number one reason they became soldiers is to make a living and be a worthy husband for us. every thing my husband does is for us and our future, so i will wait for him and do whatever i need to do, because he is worth every day of waiting.

    if you cant honestly say that, better decide now...good luck and your heart will make the right choice,

    wendy

    Feb 22, 2008
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  • EandM74
    EandM74

    Sweetie if you go into this you both have to be strong for one another. You cant make it unless you both are there for one another. We all no what it feels like to be alone and miss our loved ones but it is all worth it when they come home and they are in our arms again. You have to be positive we are all here for you. To help you get through it!

    Feb 21, 2008
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