I Miss My Husband!!!
Seems like the new story of my life "I miss my husband." We were married in September and about 2 weeks later we found out we were expecting. In January he left for training in Fort Benning. I had basically just started to get used to my new life with him and he already had to be taken away. It was very hard for me to get thru the weeks without him especially with my hormones all out of wack. After training he got to come home for 10 days and then had to head off to Fort Hood, Texas. He said within two weeks he'd be back to help me move on tdy. Well I had packed up everything in boxes & totes and was all ready for the move when he called me and told me he no longer was getting the tdy and that he just found out hes getting deployed for 15months in June. Well I lost it. I was counting the days while he was in training until I would get to be with him again and was looking forward to moving into our own place and starting our family together. After looking forward to that everyday and actually having everything here ready to go I was just crushed, and still am. Now He's only getting block leave that starts May 10th, a few days before my due date. Its going to be so hard to watch him walk away knowing me or our new son wont see him again for 15 long months. I cant imagine being away from him for soo long, and worrying about him every single day hoping he's okay. Especially with a newborn, I dont have any kids and have no experience whatsoever with babies. I was already scared when I was thinking he would at least be here to go thru it with me, but now... I think I seriously may lose my mind. I love him with all of my heart and I already cant wait for him to come back, even before hes left. I dont know how you ladies get thru it....your all amazingly strong!!!!