I Really Miss You..Its almost 5 yrs since my husband passed away. But God i miss him everyday.And until now i still remembered and always fresh on my mind when God took my husband away from me.He was died without warning of a heart attack on may 4 2007.
I lost my husband, my best friend and the father of my children .The night when we was died the hardest things I've ever done in my life was say the words to my children that there father is gone.. Ah i never forget that moment. especially my little son kenneth he was only 6, i know he was hurting,hurting so much and i was afraid that his little heart would break.
Ours was a good marriage,he was always there for me, and i always there for him.and he always says to me that we will looking forward to growing old together.
Were getting better now, but it all takes time.The children still sleep with me sometimes.though not as often as in the beggining.
I know when ever my husband is,his happy and well and that someday i will see him again..