Harder Then I Thought
I met my husband a year and a half ago. I was going through a divorce and so was he. His sister introduced us and we both decided we didnt want anything very serious and we just hang out when had time. I have no idea when it got serious but I knew after just a month or so I wanted to bewith him so with in 2 months I moved 6 hours away to were he was stationed. We have had some rough times, but some really good ones. We got married in December and had our son in march. He has two other childre and I have one so we get stressed. But I wouldnt change it. He was deployed 1 week ago. I moved home so it would be easier but I had know idea how hard it would be. This is hi third time but my first. I miss him the most at night. I miss feeling his feet next to mine...even hearing him snore. I miss cleaning up after him, and cooking with him..i miss his touch and kiss...even the fighting...I pray for his safe return so much during the day. This is the man I wanna spend the rest of my life with. Please anyone going through the same thing or has been through it please let me know how to handle it..I feel so lost..