My Wonderful Hubby

Well where can I start? We are stationed at Fort Drum, NY where my hubby is an MP. He has been 12 years in to the Army and we've been married 4 years and have a beautiful daughter. This isn't his first deployment by no means but it is mine. This deployment has been horrible on me. I hate the loneliness. I don't really know alot of people and those that I do there hubby's are home so I feel like I'm the third wheel. I feel like the walls are closing in on me sometimes. It feels horrible. Holidays are the worse time. He left 3 days before thanksgiving on Advon party and now with this new extension looks like we get to be without him 2 thanksgivings and 2 Christmas. yay us huh? I really wish I could find that strength I had when he left for korea 8 days before our daughter was born but I hate New York soo bad. The winters suck, talk about cabin fever? Okay I'll stop throwing myself a pity party!
cromero cromero
22-25, F
1 Response May 30, 2007

My husband just deployed from fort drum about two weeks ago. I moved home for this deployment, but I know what your talking about. Drum and Watertown are sooo boring. This is my first deployment as well. Look at the bright side. At least you have your daughter there with you. I'm all on my own. Let me know how your doing.