Well where can I start? We are stationed at Fort Drum, NY where my hubby is an MP. He has been 12 years in to the Army and we've been married 4 years and have a beautiful daughter. This isn't his first deployment by no means but it is mine. This deployment has been horrible on me. I hate the loneliness. I don't really know alot of people and those that I do there hubby's are home so I feel like I'm the third wheel. I feel like the walls are closing in on me sometimes. It feels horrible. Holidays are the worse time. He left 3 days before thanksgiving on Advon party and now with this new extension looks like we get to be without him 2 thanksgivings and 2 Christmas. yay us huh? I really wish I could find that strength I had when he left for korea 8 days before our daughter was born but I hate New York soo bad. The winters suck, talk about cabin fever? Okay I'll stop throwing myself a pity party!