I Miss Him Some Times But Not AlwaysYou should be in my marriage....I'm not...lol...he is gone 3 to 5 days every week....and I just stay around with nothing to do but go to the beach or fishing....mostly fishing....!
plant a new flower...play with the dog....if he is on a 5 day trip I some times go for a few days to see my Mom....and sisters ...I have gotten so I hate to travel even though it is free, on airline passes.... there has to be more..I know he has cheated but will never know for sure, because he's always 2000 miles away....I should go back to work....? who knows...The last job I had I traveled almost as much as he does, and it totally wrecked my first marriage.... I was a jazz musician for 8 years after I graduated from music school...and my first husband hated me being gone all the time... although I made all the money...I finely couldn't take the beatings he some times gave out when I didn't get home on time..... I just never rushed home after the first time ....drinking smacking me around were his favorite sports.
at least this one doesn't hit....I may have to look forward to this for the next 30 years... lea