I Love My Kids

I went trough a nasty divorce 9 years ago and I have only seen and talked to my girls about 9 months in that time now they are 18 and 14 and they hate me I am still going to court because my ex keeps taking me for more money.I try and call them but they never return my calls.I did live close to them up until 2 years ago when I moved form IL to NM.My ex was salking me and threating to kill me so I had to do something.So now I don't know what to do.My oldest is in collage now and my yougest starts high school.I have missed so much of there lives I just want to break down and cry sometimes.I have not seen or talked to either one in over a year.I have tryed to call many times and no answer and then I just give up untill the next time she takes me to court and the judge makes my ex let me see them.SO TIRED

Jackco40 Jackco40
41-45, M
1 Response Jan 31, 2009

not much you can do about the 18 yr old... and you really shouldnt move out of state if you want to see your daughter...