Miss My Brother

MY BROTHER WAS'NT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE WHEN HE WAS BORN HE WAS DIAGNOSED WITH   SCOLIOSIS AND CEREBRAL PALSY ME AND HIM WAS ALWAYS CLOSE EVEN THO HE WAS OLDER HE WAS LIKE MY BEST FRIEND EVEN THO HE COULD GET UP AND WALK AND DO ANYTHING THAT WE COULD DO THAT SONG BY CARRIE UNDERWOOD CALLED GOD'S WILL FIT HER PERFECTLY WELL AS I GO OLDER WE JUST GOT CLOSER AND CLOSER UNTIL THE DAY MY MOM WANTED ME TO BECOME HIS NURSE AND TAKE CARE OF HIM WHEN SHE COULD'NT THAT JUST BROUGHT US CLOSER WELL A MONTH LATER WE RUSHED HIM TO THE HOSPITAL BECAUSE HE COULD'NT BREATH, THAT JUST MADE ME HURT SO MUCH THAT I WENT AND LIVED WITH MY BROTHER AND HIS GIRLFRIEND THEN ANOTHER MONTH LATER WE GOT THE PHONE CALLED I COULD'NT BELIEVE IT I THOUGHT I WAS IN A DREAM ,ON THE RIDE OVER I WAS DAZING OFF IN SPACE MY BROTHER WAS TRYING TO TALK TO ME BUT I WASN'T LISTENING I FELT FROZEN COULD'NT TALK OR ANYHTING AND AS WE PULLED IN THE PARKING LOT THATS WHEN IT HIT ME MY AUNT WAS THERE WAITING FOR US I WENT RUNNING TO HER IN TEARS COULD'NT TALK ALL I COULD DO WAS CRY WE WENT IN AND MET MY MOTHER THERE ME,MY BROTHER AND MY MOTHER ALL GARBED EACH OTHER AND CRYING ON EACH OTHERS SHOULDERS THE FUNERAL IS NOTHING BUT A BLUR TO ME CAN BARLEY REMEMBER ALL OF IT  I REMEMBER LOOKING OVER AT MY MOM AND TELLING HER THAT I LOVER HER AND THAT MY BROTHER IS IN HEAVEN WITH GOD SHE SAID  YES HE IS NOT HURTING AND CAN WALK AGAIN OCTOBER WILL BE TWO YEARS THAT HE HAS BEEN GONE BUT TO THIS DAY IT FEELS LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY I KNOW PEOPLE SAY THAT IT GETS BETTER WITH TIME BUT I NOT SURE IF IT DOES BECAUSE THATS YOUR FAMILY MEMBER THAT WAS LIKE YOUR BEST FRIEND YOU GET USE TO SEEING THEM EVERYDAY AND THEN YOU WALK IN A ROOM AND ALL OF A SUDDEN HE IS GONE...........
lovestexas lovestexas
18-21, F
1 Response May 24, 2012

thank you and im sorry for your lose too