People tell me that happiness is a choice . That maybe I choose to be sad or depressed. What they don't realize is that there are things in life like losing a mother at a young age, where I had no control over your death. Things like this make it difficult to be happy and smile. How can you be happy when the one basic thing that everyone needs, a mother is gone? You can't . You look at the world with empty eyes . Your death was not the only thing I had no control over . Even after your death the pain that others have caused me, and I'm just supposed to deal with it and live with the situation. Do you know how hard that is. Let's not lie to each other people. If your mother died , it's very hard to be happy even if you force it. Especially when you see everyone at your age has a mother
Juiceyangel333 Juiceyangel333
26-30, F
6 Responses Nov 17, 2014

Juiceyangel. I do know how hard it is. My mother died when I was 15. It took a year-and-a-half before I enjoyed doing anything again. I'm so sorry for your loss but you will heal in time.

its hard ..especially for girls like us ..May God be with you.

I think I will say the same things..EXACTLY

“I must say a word about fear. It is life's only true opponent. Only fear can defeat life. It is a clever, treacherous adversary, how well I know. It has no decency, respects no law or convention, shows no mercy. It goes for your weakest spot, which it finds with unnerving ease. It begins in your mind, always ... so you must fight hard to express it. You must fight hard to shine the light of words upon it. Because if you don't, if your fear becomes a wordless darkness that you avoid, perhaps even manage to forget, you open yourself to further attacks of fear because you never truly fought the opponent who defeated you.”

You're being a misandrist feminist **** killed her.

Lost mine at 30. Seems like yesterday. She was my best friend.

It's hard to lose them when you're still young

It's hard to have kids that won't know their nana :( I totally understand you.