Life Will Never Be the Same
my brother Lanny lee was 48 in 2008 and died of bone and lung cancer on december 13th-my mother loved him more then anyone and also at the same time had cancer and we didn't know it yet-only that she was week and sick too. He asked me to take care of her and I did the best I could-she passed away in august of 2009. My sister and son are all that's left of my family. I don't know how to exist without them. I don't know what to do- I keep working and trying to keep things normal but don't know what that is any more. All that's left are pictures and memories of the holidays.