The Best Woman Ever

My mother died suddenly on feb 2 when i was 17 years old. I am now turning 22 on sunday and still miss her as though it was yesterday. I didn't expect to lose my mother, my best friend, and my biggest fan so suddenly. It took me a really long time to accept what had happened. She was only 38. She was still so young and had so much life to live and give. She was such a great person. Helped anyone she could. She didn't deserve to be cheated on by my step-father. She already had a lot of stress from owning her own business. It had really taken of in the 9 years she had it running. She had never imagined it would've become what it did. But she loved her job. And i was so proud of her for going after what she loved. My mom was an amazing person. I just can't believe she is gone. I now have an 8 month old daughter she will never get to hold and play with or a husband she'll never get to meet and my house i bought that she'll never get to come over to and hang out with me. So, many things that i don't get to experience with her that a lot of other girls do. I miss her so much. She deserves to be happy though. She spent her whole life making everyone else happy and i know she's happy and healthy now. I can't wait to see you again mommy.
Carrissa921 Carrissa921
22-25, F
Jul 28, 2010