Dear Mom, I Miss You So.

Dear Mom,

I will always remember your smile, your warmth and your humor. The world lost some of it's shine the day you died. I keep looking all over to find you again. I think maybe it's in the afghan you knitted or the drawing you did or maybe it's in your clothes that still smell of you perfume. Maybe its in the recording of the voicemails you left me just last month. Or is it in your pictures of you smiling at me and others? To see you again one more time. To hold your hands, to laugh and smile, to tell you about my day and to listen to you tell me about yours. I miss you so much. Its tough to keep going. It's hard to continue to move at the pace of life but I remembered something. I am you. I am of you. I have decided to take very very good care of myself because I was one of your most precious things. Even though I have days that I want to give up I promise you that I will do my best to take care of your daughter. I love you Mom. I love you. I love you. I love you. Please visit me any time anywhere.

Loach Loach
1 Response Oct 5, 2011

hi <br />
it sounds like your mom was just like mine. she always had a kind<br />
word. as bad as mom got if she saw someone she knew had problems<br />
no matter what she would say we just don't know how lucky we are.i miss <br />
mom so very much.she couldn't talk towards the end but still had her <br />
beautiful smile. keep the memories strong it's pretty much all that we have.