I Miss My Mom

My mom died on the 25th of this month of last year and a day doesn't go by without me missing her.  I know that she is in heaven watching over me.  And I can feel her beside me, but that don't take away the pain. To this day I  have not cried for her dying.  Because I know that it is a celebration from this world to God's world.

My heart aches for her to be here and to tell me that she loves me. And help me come up with ideas to get out of this mess I am in. I go home to see my dad and I can see her in the kitchen like the last time i see her.

smilinberni smilinberni
41-45, F
8 Responses Mar 13, 2007

I am so sorry you lost your mom. I did too. I lost my mom on Sept 14th 2011. I cry every day. I miss her so badly. She was my little angel.

you lost your mom 4 days before i lost mine, your mum still is your little angel watching over you, my mom called me her little angel now i call her mine.... i lay on my bed earlier shaking from head to toe couldnt even breathe right and the tears just kept rolling, im exhausted now tho have taken a sleeping pill to help me sleep. i know how your feeling its so raw

@mindfighter... are you orphaned? I am 31 and lost my mom 2 years ago (making me orphaned) and it is HARD!! Prayer and books are easy to tell people to do, but in the end, they aren't your mother.

I really miss my mom too and I feel your pain, I lost my mom 3 years ago and then my dad last year. I feel so lost, as I type this I am crying because I want to talk to them so bad. It's just like im 5 years old and I'm 35. You are not alone and it is totally normal and crying just may help.

Hey, I just wanted to empathise with you. I lost my mother after a relatively short sick-bed. I prayed, begged and did all sorts of things to keep my hopes alive that she might recover. she passed away on the 11th of March and it feels like life has come to a standstill. I go through moods, but feel the sadness of missing her all the time. She was my best friend and so young in spirit. I wish I can give her one last hug! everyone tells me it gets better, so I am sure it will!

I just stumbled upon this site and saw your entry. I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my mother a few months ago too and I can't describe the sadness that overcomes me sometimes. Even though every loss is unique, it feels good to be able to share with someone that knows a little bit about what you are going through. I don't mean to be nosy, but how old was your mom (and how old are you). Either way my thoughts are with you and your mom... <br />
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take care,<br />
N.

I know how you feel, I lost my Dad in May. It is never easy losing a loved one. They live on in our hearts and we in theirs.

My heart goes out to you,I lost my Mom last year and everyday is hard for me,I too find comfort knowing that she is in a far better place.

I know it must be painful but that is only because you miss her so much. You will be with her one day. Praying is a good way to make you feel better because it is a way of communication. You should read books on coping with death. It would really help.