April 5th, 2007

My mother was my world, my rock, my best friend, now she's gone, and I don't know what to do.  I feel so alone now, and I don't know how to deal with this void in my life.  My mother passed away about a month ago, and I feel like it has been years.  Mother's Day is coming up, and I don't want to go anywhere do anything.  God, it hurts so bad.  Why do horrible things happen to good people.

 

Ihatebreastcancer Ihatebreastcancer
31-35, F
1 Response May 8, 2007

I know how you feel. The feelings you have are ver natrual and normal.I lost my momma 6 yrs ago.The day she died I wanted to die too. There is no pain int this word like losing a parent or a child. Momma She was my rock. I could go to her with & for anything. She never judged me. I miss her daily. I pain and the emptiness does get eaiser to deal with overtime. I hardest times are when her birthday come around and the holidays. A couple of years after momma passed on I didn't even want to celebrate the holidays at all. I wanted to stay home in bed.<br />
I have times still that I just want to Hug her and fell her arms around me. <br />
My momma was the one person that loved her children unconditionally. All of 9 of us. <br />
I offer you a friend to talk to anytime you need. <br />
Share as many good memories of your mom as you can. The ones that make you laugh. If you have family to share them with it great. Thats how me and my sisters delt our loss. <br />
Please feel free to talk to me anytime you like.