Hi, my name is Britteny, I am a 13 year old girl and I lost my mom on the date of June 12th, 2012, I can't stand the constant struggle of how everyday that passes. I miss her so much, I can barely stand to breathe without her, I remember growing up and thinking my mom was going to live till at least I was 80. It is just so hard, I can barely remember her laugh, her voice, the little things that made her being my mom 100 times better. It is so hard without her, she wont be at my wedding, my birthdays, the birth of my children. It is just so difficult without her, I never thought this would happen.