She's not dead but our relationship is. To her, I'm just a loser who hasn't lived up to anything she expected. In a way, I feel guilty but also annoyed that she has never been able to see me for who I am, just a negative of all the things I'm not.

I don't want to hang onto the past but I do miss what seems to be an important part of other girls lives.
learningtofeel learningtofeel
26-30, F
Aug 17, 2014