Yesterday was four months since she passed and I've been doing better. I don't know if it's because I've been keeping busy or because I've put a really thick wall up. My mothers memory is on my mind daily but the fact that she's dead, that both my parents are dead is not. I've accepted it and hopefully I'll be able to heal soon and not cry when I think of them.
On another note I just found out that my boyfriend's childhood friend's mother died and it makes me realize that unfortunately being in our late twenties is apparently "that age" when people start losing their parents. If you are in your forties or fifties and still have both parents alive or even one, consider yourselves very lucky. There are so many people in their twenties who are just starting families whose children will never know or remember their grandparents.
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cicisays13 cicisays13
31-35, F
5 Responses Aug 24, 2014

My mam died almost 6 months ago... I know what your going through, when she first died, the first 2 months i can hardly remember it was so bad, i was so upset. but your right it does get better, I Just turned 24 and it hurts to think my mam will never meet my children or ever see me get married. but with sadness does bring happyness so chin up and if you need to talk message me :)

This is my first time on here. I honestly felt like I should share this with you. I am 30 and both of my parents are deceased. My mother passed away almost 3 years ago while I was 6 months pregnant with my son. My father passed away of cancer just 3 years prior to that when my daughter was 1. I was deeply depressed and felt like I had no ne. I had so much anger, and was not able t grieve properly. Then I found "The Secret" by Rhonda Byrne, I have tears in my eyes writing this to you. Please read this book or look it up. It has worked miracles for me. I know that it will work for you too. We are not alone!! Blessings to you and your family

Thank you so much! I'll definitely look into that 😊

I'm coming up to the four month mark since I lost my mom, too. It's weird not being able to pick up the phone and tell her what's new in my life or whatnot. Growing up it was just me and her, so it's left quite an empty spot in my life.

I'm so sorry for your loss 💜

Sorry for both your losses

I'm so sorry I wish u the best