I Always Will

My mother passed away on November 29th 1994, aged 65, from septicemia, caused by her years of alcoholism, though she had been a recovering alcoholic for the last five years of her life.  I still miss her immensely.

We were incredibly close, even through the bad times, and she always loved me so much and told me every day. I almost went to pieces when she died.

I love you, mum.

Mizz

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8 Responses Feb 25, 2010

SuzieA, thank you so much for your comment.<br />
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I still cry too, often. Sometimes there will be a piece of music, an old tv programme that we would watch, sometmes just talking about her. I still love talking about my mother, and yes I do cherish the lovely memories:)<br />
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Mizz

I don't think our Mums ever leave us. <br />
Like yourself I think of mine everyday and some days I still cry. It is one of <br />
the sadest things I've ever had to deal with. I cherish the fond memories I have as I am sure you must too.

3in1try, thank you.<br />
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I was sorry to hear about your loss. There isn't a day go by when I don't think of my mum. She lives on in me, in my heart, and all that she taught me.<br />
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Mizz

((hugs)) I too lost my mom but it was only a year ago. I could feel your emotions as I read your story. I believe they are still with us even after they are gone.

Thank you OksanaRule and Lou.<br />
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I was lucky to have such a close relationship with my mum, and I too believe that loved ones are always with us spiritually when they pass on. Lou, yes, when we are lucky enough to have such close and loving relationships, we should treasure them. <br />
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Mizz x

I am sorry for your loss Mizz. I cannot imagine what it must be like to lose a mother as I am very close to mine, she is always there to support me and my children. Your story makes me realise how lucky I am to have her.<br />
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Lou x

Thank you ethics, for your lovely thoughts.<br />
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I too firmly believe she is here with me :)<br />
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Mizz

I lost my mother too.. I miss her too.. I believe she s there with u even now in every moment of yours...